3nd November 2023...

 3rd November 2023......

... so hii maine ek challenge liya 75 days hard challenge lekin abhi tak 3rd november maine kuch hard kiya nahi hain.... agar mai kuch hard karta to sayad ye article 3rd november ko nahi 31 october ko ya 1st november ko post ho gaye hoti lekin 2din nikal chuke hain... or aj maine yeh ahesas kiya ki ab sab kuch badlna hain... to socha main jo in 75 days me jo bhi  experience karunga.....  oh experience main note down karunga so blogger se achha koe platefrom mila nahi kyuki blogger provide google cloud space... nahi to mujhe apni khud ki dairy likhni hoti....

> so fianally koe bhi kaam karne sae pahale uske piche koe ek maksad hota hain..... to main hamesa har roj raat ko socha hu..... ki kal ka din aj se behatar hoga lekin kuch behatar hota hi nahi hain.... lekin mujhe ek baat samjh me aaya ki behtar ho kyu nahi raha hainn..... pata hain kyu kyuki mujhe pata hi nahi hota hain ki aj mujhe kaha jana hain.......  jab mujhe pata hota hain ki aj main kya kar sakta hu ho kaam bhout sihdaat se pura hota hain.... lekin haar roj subh uthane ke baad yeh sochna hota hain ki jana kaha....

jahir se baat hain na ki ham jab ek programm banate hain ki mujhe ek sara route map decided karte hain ki ki kab kaha kya karna hain..... lekin maine yeh notice kiya hain ki meri life me aisa kuch bhi nahi hain... main har raat sochta to hu... ki aj se behatar mera kal hoga lekin oh kal kabhi aaya hi nahi..... so maine apne 75 days hard challenge me ek deciden liya hain ki har roj rat main apna kal ka route or road map decided karunga.... yeh mera 75 days challenge ka pahela lesson hain.... 

or mujhe khud par itna bharosa hain ki agar mujhe ek direction ek roadmap mil gaya na to main apni majil tak pahuch kar hi rukta hu......

ek promise maine khud se kiya hain..... ki mujhe is garibi ki barrier ko torna hain...... or yeh karna bhout jaruri hain...... kyuki 20 sal ka abhi ek chota sa experience hain.... ki logo ko sirf result chahiye hota hain... tum kis trouble me ho.... unko koe frak nahi parta hain............ tum depression me ho.... ya koe bhi critical condision me ho.... to yeh baate samjhna bhout jaruri hota hain......

or bite kuch mahino me just a (04 october to current days) me maine itna kuch sikhna is jiwan se ki ab sir apne goals or passion me hi dube rahena ka maan karta hain..... 

***  so ek baat mere papa ne mujhe pahale kaha tha ki yeh wakt agar wit jayega to kabhi bhi laout kar nahi aayega.... maine usdin unki baato ko serius nahi liya oh time tha (22 march 2022) jab me 19 sal ka tha...   lekin aj wakt badal chuka hain pata hi nahi chala ki kaise palak jhapakte hi (1.5 sal) veet gaye..... lekin in 1.5 salo me maine jo sikha hain jo experience kiya hain.. oh unbeat able hain.... 

maine duniya ko ek alag najariye se dekhna suru kiya hain.....

maine ek aam insan ki zindgi ko deep study kiya hain...... oh maine samjha hain ki mujhe aam nahi bana hain...... mujhe bheer se alag rahena hain.... mujhe materialist world me participate nahi karna hain.... mujhe middle class ka tag nahi chahiye or iske liye mujhe jo karna pare mai oh apne antim had tak pura karunga 

mujhe monk jaisa banna hain...... jo kisi bhi chij se influence nahi hote hain..... or yehi truth hain hamare jiwan hain.... 

mujhe apne karm ko behatar karna hain....

so day 3 me bate to bhout karli hain..... lekin ek commitment main har roj is 75 days hard challenge me har roj karunga...... or usse pura karne ke liye apne pura ji jaan laga dunga..... kyuki mujhe middle class ka tag nahi chahiye........

i promise ki main har roj apne goal likhuna or submited karunga.....